Losing a loved one is always tough, and it must be more painful for Sayu knowing that she was so close to having the time to be with her grandma again. I can't say how it must feel for her but I can only wish her the best going forward.
Thank you amped for linking my translations to the blog... it was a tough one to do knowing it's how she felt and I didn't want to mess that up...but in any case I think everyone can feel for her loss.